26th October. I could still reminisce the farewell morning at the Subang airport 6 months ago. Sending sis away. I still remember my hot tears rolling down my cheeks on my way home from the airport. I am very bad at farewell. Yeay, She's coming back, TOMORROW!!! Time flies so fast. Glad that she enjoyed herself there :) Looking forward to tomorrow night!
27Oct - Dad's birthday. I gave him the watch today. Too bad there was no surprise, Mom has shown him before. We will go for a dinner in the weekend :) with sis and bro around. To the famous and yummy pork leg restaurant.
I start to feel depressed whenever thinking about my hair loss. I felt like I have lost half of the amount I used to have. It's so,so,so upsetting. And I dont know how to control it. Everytime as I wash my hair, there'll be a ball of hair clumped together on the bathroom floor. Can you imagine they drop so fast but growth is so slow? It feels almost hopeless thinking of this. I have started using mild shampoo, hair loss lotion and wash very thoroughly each time. I even shampoo twice at one time. I dont know what else to do. I even had it trimmed shorter.
Yun Nam? Svenson? They are so expensive and not guaranteed. Sigh :(
Not just my hair giving me stress, my knees too. I recently went to consult a chiropractic doc and found that I am flat-footed which have somewhat affected the way my feet move and make the knees more prone to damage. I was advised to wear the orthontics, whenever I have my feet moving on the ground. They were so pricey but I would rather treat with this than needling. The orthontics are said to align my feet and the bone/nerve and give the right support when I walk. Hopefully they really work.
I', such a troublesome girl. I'm only 24 ;(
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
I'm such an 'F'!
On a Tuesday morning, the first working day of the week, it started off so gloomy. Cold and dark. It affected the mood so much. I felt as though I was alone. Although I have my 'new' hair but i didn't feel so excited. I would usually be excited using or having something new. Being the 'F' that I am, weather does affect my mood. Plus I think I am extroverted F. It does help to understand people and myself better by knowing the types. And being the 'I' with my affected mood today, I became the extreme 'I'. Totally not in the mood to say things and responded only for the sake of responding and out of courtesy. I just learnt something new today, well actually not new but I didnt really take note of this earlier, that a person would act the total opposite of his/her own type but in a poor condition when the person is being put under depression. For example, an ISFJ would behave like an ENTP but at its worst when he/she lost the grip. Meaning to say, the J who always is so organised and structured would be a P who does things in a super unstructured and messy way (they are unorganised as it is) when the J is stressed out. An original P is someone who can adapt quickly to changes and are flexible. They can be unorganised in their communication, flow of thoughts and even in their decisions but that's the way they are. They can say 10 million things but may not all be formalised. So, you can imagine a stressed J to behave like a P but in a total messy manner.
Sometimes it's quite fun to type others especially people around me. I think my sis is an INTP, not too sure about the 'N' and 'T' but I'm very sure about the 'I' and somewhat certain about the 'P'. Why a P? Coz she is an unorganised person and her things are everywhere in the room! Wait till she gets home, the room basically is loaded with her stuff. and worst thing is, they're all over the place! And it gets on me all the time. Well, having said that, the best thing about Ps is that, even though they are all over the place, they know where to find their stuff. Isn't that amazing?! Another good indication of a P person is their desktop or inbox. Ps tend to leave their mails unchecked in the inbox and their desktop is filled with folders all over the screen. Man, she would glare at me if she was here ee..scary berry!*shiver* ;P
My mom is definately a P!! No doubt about it! Look at her room and kitchen. A confirmed and true P! I guess my first bro is a P too. I suppose my dad, my youngest bro and myself are Js in the family. My dad cleans up my mom's mess in the kitchen every time after her cooking. So J.
Indications of a J person are - you can find they are generally neat, organised in the way they keep things and dressed up, some even go to the extremes of color or pattern matching. SJ men tend to dress up well and some even with matching ties. Really! Besides that, J CANNOT leave their mails sitting unchecked in the inbox. They either be read or clicked at even though they are not read yet, just so they don't look like unchecked! You can also find their desktops are very much tidier with folders that are named appropriately and nicely organised. In J speech pattern, they normally speak in a clear and structured manner to the extent that you can almost predict what will be said next. Js typically conclude their speech while Ps tend to leave it open. If a true J speaks, it normally would go like, "this is so and so, that is so and so and THEREFORE it is such. This is the typical speech pattern of a true J. A typical P would say things like, " yeah, we can do this. we can also that. Oh, that one is also good" and they tend to leave it open like that. But a J would usually conclude by saying, "Yeah, all sounds good but we should be doing this.'
However, there is no good or bad for a certain type. A J may be very structured but because of the favour for structures, they tend to adapt rather slowly to changes and may stumble if not handled well. On the other hand, a P who is always open for possibilites is more adept to changes and they may fare better than J in such situations.
See, the MBTI type is fun and it's a good knowledge to have to help us understand people better. Now that I know my Mom is a P and she is being herself, I can't be too upset about her disorganised behaviour. So is my sis, I can't scream at her too often for leaving her stuff everywhere in the room. (hmm but she can't take it for granted though!) Nevertheless, they need to learn to keep things at least in place, if not neater. Just as I need to learn to flex better. :) Cool right?
Hmm how did this topic started??
Oh yeah, my F. Oh it's super extraverted now. Would tomorrow be less gloomy? :s I should probably go to bed soon. I has comfy bed :)
It feels lot better now :)
Sometimes it's quite fun to type others especially people around me. I think my sis is an INTP, not too sure about the 'N' and 'T' but I'm very sure about the 'I' and somewhat certain about the 'P'. Why a P? Coz she is an unorganised person and her things are everywhere in the room! Wait till she gets home, the room basically is loaded with her stuff. and worst thing is, they're all over the place! And it gets on me all the time. Well, having said that, the best thing about Ps is that, even though they are all over the place, they know where to find their stuff. Isn't that amazing?! Another good indication of a P person is their desktop or inbox. Ps tend to leave their mails unchecked in the inbox and their desktop is filled with folders all over the screen. Man, she would glare at me if she was here ee..scary berry!*shiver* ;P
My mom is definately a P!! No doubt about it! Look at her room and kitchen. A confirmed and true P! I guess my first bro is a P too. I suppose my dad, my youngest bro and myself are Js in the family. My dad cleans up my mom's mess in the kitchen every time after her cooking. So J.
Indications of a J person are - you can find they are generally neat, organised in the way they keep things and dressed up, some even go to the extremes of color or pattern matching. SJ men tend to dress up well and some even with matching ties. Really! Besides that, J CANNOT leave their mails sitting unchecked in the inbox. They either be read or clicked at even though they are not read yet, just so they don't look like unchecked! You can also find their desktops are very much tidier with folders that are named appropriately and nicely organised. In J speech pattern, they normally speak in a clear and structured manner to the extent that you can almost predict what will be said next. Js typically conclude their speech while Ps tend to leave it open. If a true J speaks, it normally would go like, "this is so and so, that is so and so and THEREFORE it is such. This is the typical speech pattern of a true J. A typical P would say things like, " yeah, we can do this. we can also that. Oh, that one is also good" and they tend to leave it open like that. But a J would usually conclude by saying, "Yeah, all sounds good but we should be doing this.'
However, there is no good or bad for a certain type. A J may be very structured but because of the favour for structures, they tend to adapt rather slowly to changes and may stumble if not handled well. On the other hand, a P who is always open for possibilites is more adept to changes and they may fare better than J in such situations.
See, the MBTI type is fun and it's a good knowledge to have to help us understand people better. Now that I know my Mom is a P and she is being herself, I can't be too upset about her disorganised behaviour. So is my sis, I can't scream at her too often for leaving her stuff everywhere in the room. (hmm but she can't take it for granted though!) Nevertheless, they need to learn to keep things at least in place, if not neater. Just as I need to learn to flex better. :) Cool right?
Hmm how did this topic started??
Oh yeah, my F. Oh it's super extraverted now. Would tomorrow be less gloomy? :s I should probably go to bed soon. I has comfy bed :)
It feels lot better now :)
Monday, August 31, 2009
The green monster
Just a little disoriented and uneasyyy.. :(
Not so enthusiatic about end of 31 Aug now.
Not so enthusiatic about end of 31 Aug now.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Merdeka, yay PH!
It's end of August, the Merdeka day and a public hol, yoohoo! I'm working on a long weekend though. Not so excited after all... Oooo I can hear fireworks outside, 5mins past 12.
What I'm gonna do tomorrow? Getting a hair cut and see what else I can do with my hair. My crown that makes me look like a crazy woman. I wish to get it permed again but not too sure if it's best to be done now, considering its condition. Hrmmm... Plus, my hair thinning problem is getting on me now. It's not gonna help if I do more harm to it, but what I can't take this either. If hunn was here, he'd probably say NO NEED! You look beautiful the way you are ;) He always charm me with his words :) And I know he means every single word he says.
Yeah but I need to listen to my heart as well. Hmm hmm should I or should I not??? Ok, i'll leave it to my hair dresser to advise me ;) Hehee.. (who ofcourse will agree with me!) Well, the thing that I like about my hair dresser is that he is not overtly profit-oriented, like most hair dressers do, he would give the best advise depending on the condition. I believe so.
I have this stupid habit - to pull my hair when I'm thinking/reading, basically when my hand is free. The consequence..my hair drops even more! I really need to kick myself for doing that but sometimes I couldnt help it. Sometimes I did it subconsciously and someone had to tell me off. My colleagues noticed that. Hmm someone gotta tie my hands when they're free :( Bad bad habit.
Lately I couldnt sleep too well. Took a while to fall asleep. Sometimes it seemed like my mind was awake but I was physically sleeping. I can't describe, I felt so drained up the next day. Yikes!
Sis just told me she's only coming back on 26th Oct. She's extending her stay in Redang to join in a diving project. happy for her but means that we're seeing her later. So nice to have someone to buy her the air tix but hrm, why so nice of him..?
Not tired but I should try sleeping. My mind is kinda disoriented now.
Anyway, glad that it's a Pub Hol tomorrow! :)
What I'm gonna do tomorrow? Getting a hair cut and see what else I can do with my hair. My crown that makes me look like a crazy woman. I wish to get it permed again but not too sure if it's best to be done now, considering its condition. Hrmmm... Plus, my hair thinning problem is getting on me now. It's not gonna help if I do more harm to it, but what I can't take this either. If hunn was here, he'd probably say NO NEED! You look beautiful the way you are ;) He always charm me with his words :) And I know he means every single word he says.
Yeah but I need to listen to my heart as well. Hmm hmm should I or should I not??? Ok, i'll leave it to my hair dresser to advise me ;) Hehee.. (who ofcourse will agree with me!) Well, the thing that I like about my hair dresser is that he is not overtly profit-oriented, like most hair dressers do, he would give the best advise depending on the condition. I believe so.
I have this stupid habit - to pull my hair when I'm thinking/reading, basically when my hand is free. The consequence..my hair drops even more! I really need to kick myself for doing that but sometimes I couldnt help it. Sometimes I did it subconsciously and someone had to tell me off. My colleagues noticed that. Hmm someone gotta tie my hands when they're free :( Bad bad habit.
Lately I couldnt sleep too well. Took a while to fall asleep. Sometimes it seemed like my mind was awake but I was physically sleeping. I can't describe, I felt so drained up the next day. Yikes!
Sis just told me she's only coming back on 26th Oct. She's extending her stay in Redang to join in a diving project. happy for her but means that we're seeing her later. So nice to have someone to buy her the air tix but hrm, why so nice of him..?
Not tired but I should try sleeping. My mind is kinda disoriented now.
Anyway, glad that it's a Pub Hol tomorrow! :)
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Dealing with change
Sitting at home and listening to some music. Some time to chill out, had been really busy for the past one month plus. Baby is not around for 2 weeks, I'm so bored.
Was shocked after receiving 3 pieces of news in the office yesterday. Two of my colleagues will be leaving in September. Felt kinda sad hearing that. Another change will be the no-go with the merging plan which was supposed to take place effect in Oct. I felt somewhat glad with this one. when the news of merging came about, I wasn't very receptive though externally I appeared ok. Nonetheless, I kept telling myself to look at a bigger picture and should embrace what comes about, it's life. After I had been psyching myself for so long, I thought it was gonna happen, or rather I took it as we had merged. Technically we were. Hearing this now somehow gave me a feeling of relief. I could sound selfish thinking this way, but I was pretty sure there are some people who felt the same way. Anyway, we are back to our normal self. Things still go on well and we did not lose that much. Though, I felt really sorry for Nat-nat who had suffered unnecessary pressure due to that. I agree with her that this is a good lesson for all of us. Open communication is really important. if we had communicated enough...
Well, I believe everything happens for a reason. There must be a good one behind all these. Perhaps something better is coming our way :) Really, being here has brought me from a person who loves to see the negative side of things to a more positive me now. I'm really glad :)
I love to reflect. It makes me see how much I've grown and it makes happy realising good improvements in myself. I'm thankful being in the environment I am now and with some great people around me, I feel blessed. Mhmmmmm...I really really miss my baby :(
Was shocked after receiving 3 pieces of news in the office yesterday. Two of my colleagues will be leaving in September. Felt kinda sad hearing that. Another change will be the no-go with the merging plan which was supposed to take place effect in Oct. I felt somewhat glad with this one. when the news of merging came about, I wasn't very receptive though externally I appeared ok. Nonetheless, I kept telling myself to look at a bigger picture and should embrace what comes about, it's life. After I had been psyching myself for so long, I thought it was gonna happen, or rather I took it as we had merged. Technically we were. Hearing this now somehow gave me a feeling of relief. I could sound selfish thinking this way, but I was pretty sure there are some people who felt the same way. Anyway, we are back to our normal self. Things still go on well and we did not lose that much. Though, I felt really sorry for Nat-nat who had suffered unnecessary pressure due to that. I agree with her that this is a good lesson for all of us. Open communication is really important. if we had communicated enough...
Well, I believe everything happens for a reason. There must be a good one behind all these. Perhaps something better is coming our way :) Really, being here has brought me from a person who loves to see the negative side of things to a more positive me now. I'm really glad :)
I love to reflect. It makes me see how much I've grown and it makes happy realising good improvements in myself. I'm thankful being in the environment I am now and with some great people around me, I feel blessed. Mhmmmmm...I really really miss my baby :(
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Humiliated!
I had never felt this humiliated ever in my life before! I was almost being screamed in the public and it made looked as if i was a difficult and inconsiderate patient. I went to consult a doctor last Sat and was prescribed an antibiotic. I took and caused me purging a day after taking it and it went on for 2 and half days! And I had to visit the toilet for as many as 6-7x a day. For 2 days and more! I started to suspect the cause was due to the medicine and so i went on the net to check. I learn that some antibiotics could cause diarrhea in some people and it's some form of allergy. Immediately I called up the medical centre to ask and I was told to go back to check. I stopped consuming after I found out and I was worried of the side effects as I understood that antibiotic course must be completed. The reason being, your body will developed the immunity towards the specific virus/bacteria triggered by the antibiotic for the virus/bacteria. If you do not complete the prescribed course of antibiotic, the immunity will not be developed fully and if there is recurrence, the medicine will not help.
I was charged for trying to find out about the medicine which i thought was unfair. Why was being charged when they gave me the problem in the first place? I was only there to resolve. The nurse insisted for me to pay and I was made to look like someone who was unwilling to pay for using their service. I hadnt complain about them prescribing without giving me full information and I was already made to look this way! I insisted and tried to reason but it was unheard. It became heated and I couldnt take it and I raised my voice too, showing my dissatisfaction. Everybody was looking at me. At that instant, I felt so disgraced and wanted to leave and hide. So I told her, fine I will pay but I am not satisfied with the serivce here. It is really poor, I exclaimed. Finally, she said, fine just go. It was as if I was shooed. She said that she hasnt seen a difficult patient like me who did not want to pay for the service I used. I was so so humiliated!!!!
I left and broke into tears outside the building. My parents arrived and saw me crying alone and wondered what was wrong. Only after that, she said she thought I was robbed or something. After I told them about the incident, my mom wanted to rush in to give a piece of her mind to the nurse. I had to stop her and she insisted to run in. I had to scream my head off to stop her and told her we should just leave. There is no point and it would just make it uglier.
I was very upset and angry. I couldn't believe I'd be involved in such heated argument in the public. Nobody would ever imagine me being in such a situation given my nature. I was surprised myself..
:( I wished he was here
I was charged for trying to find out about the medicine which i thought was unfair. Why was being charged when they gave me the problem in the first place? I was only there to resolve. The nurse insisted for me to pay and I was made to look like someone who was unwilling to pay for using their service. I hadnt complain about them prescribing without giving me full information and I was already made to look this way! I insisted and tried to reason but it was unheard. It became heated and I couldnt take it and I raised my voice too, showing my dissatisfaction. Everybody was looking at me. At that instant, I felt so disgraced and wanted to leave and hide. So I told her, fine I will pay but I am not satisfied with the serivce here. It is really poor, I exclaimed. Finally, she said, fine just go. It was as if I was shooed. She said that she hasnt seen a difficult patient like me who did not want to pay for the service I used. I was so so humiliated!!!!
I left and broke into tears outside the building. My parents arrived and saw me crying alone and wondered what was wrong. Only after that, she said she thought I was robbed or something. After I told them about the incident, my mom wanted to rush in to give a piece of her mind to the nurse. I had to stop her and she insisted to run in. I had to scream my head off to stop her and told her we should just leave. There is no point and it would just make it uglier.
I was very upset and angry. I couldn't believe I'd be involved in such heated argument in the public. Nobody would ever imagine me being in such a situation given my nature. I was surprised myself..
:( I wished he was here
Friday, August 14, 2009
Just not good
It's a n ugly ugly world we live in with swarms of ugly people everywhere! we have barbarians taking the train and we have even more barbaric politicians screwing the people. I had a sudden hatred for human beings and the world. I was almost crushed in the train and the idiots were so merciless. I wonder where is their sanity.
Weekend - work work work. like it or not
stupid knees not helping me either
I think it's the time of the month again that I feel so agitated. I still need to finish my work by Monday Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmm
Weekend - work work work. like it or not
stupid knees not helping me either
I think it's the time of the month again that I feel so agitated. I still need to finish my work by Monday Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmm
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
LS turning 24
It's the month of August, my birthday month! :D Food, lotsa cakes (4!), lotsa ice-cream and presie, sweet!. Dinner @ Jogoya was not bad, pigged out on the ice-creams *slurrps* The eating time was rather short though. Had always wanted to try all this while. Was fun to watch Baby enjoying the food. He didnt even have time to layan me ;p
Met up with uni and high sch friends too. A supposed to be surprise tak jadi ;p I must say my planning was better than Baby's. It was enjoyable though ;)
Love the handbag ;) but I felt rather sad that he had to spend so much on me :x
LS --> 24?!! Oh man!
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Tomorrow is Baby's convocation day. I'll be on leave and will go with him to pick up his Mom in the airport. yeay, a good chance for me to R&R a little after weeks of AC, scoring, AC and scoring again. haven't finish scoring though but I really need a break.
IC 09 is starting, will not be seeing him for the next few weeks. So near yet so far..
Now, sleep or score..???
Met up with uni and high sch friends too. A supposed to be surprise tak jadi ;p I must say my planning was better than Baby's. It was enjoyable though ;)
Love the handbag ;) but I felt rather sad that he had to spend so much on me :x
LS --> 24?!! Oh man!
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Tomorrow is Baby's convocation day. I'll be on leave and will go with him to pick up his Mom in the airport. yeay, a good chance for me to R&R a little after weeks of AC, scoring, AC and scoring again. haven't finish scoring though but I really need a break.
IC 09 is starting, will not be seeing him for the next few weeks. So near yet so far..
Now, sleep or score..???
Friday, July 31, 2009
I Love August
Here comes August! I love August....!!! :D
July passed by moderately fast although it was super busy month. Worked and worked non-stop. hadn't been to the gym for 2 weeks plus, no! My life is only revolving around work, gym, home, and my baby:) This month was almost out of of touch with friends. I still am enjoying my work though. It was nice when we all travelled to SG and Bintan together. and few of us to Penang together, was enjoyable. although it was for work. still lots to do, need to continue staying up late tonight..
The last day of the month usually ends with exciting feelling, welcoming the new month - new beginning (again!) but today was one of the suckiest day. I could not forgive myself for the mistake i'd done. It could have been avoided if...i dont't know. It just could. arh.. I really hate myself for taking things so seriously..toooo overly serious..I couldnt help it to not think about it. And i hate for being a crying baby. It just doesn't contain! And i ended up looking so ugly:(
At times like this, all i need is just a warm cozy hug and someone to say, "dont worry, it'll be ok". And it was as if it has been heard. Came 2 wonderful people that sort of lifted me up and it was unexpected at all. I couldnt be any happier. They were simply heaven-sent. One being the person I admire and look up to while another one being the person I love the most. My baby is the sweetest baby in the world and i know for sure he'll be there for me, i could not ask for more :) ..I just mentioned, it doesn't contain!
Looking forward to Sunday. Flying off to Penang and coming back on Thurs.
Now, back to work, work, work. Yeay, it's August already! :D It's MY month :D
July passed by moderately fast although it was super busy month. Worked and worked non-stop. hadn't been to the gym for 2 weeks plus, no! My life is only revolving around work, gym, home, and my baby:) This month was almost out of of touch with friends. I still am enjoying my work though. It was nice when we all travelled to SG and Bintan together. and few of us to Penang together, was enjoyable. although it was for work. still lots to do, need to continue staying up late tonight..
The last day of the month usually ends with exciting feelling, welcoming the new month - new beginning (again!) but today was one of the suckiest day. I could not forgive myself for the mistake i'd done. It could have been avoided if...i dont't know. It just could. arh.. I really hate myself for taking things so seriously..toooo overly serious..I couldnt help it to not think about it. And i hate for being a crying baby. It just doesn't contain! And i ended up looking so ugly:(
At times like this, all i need is just a warm cozy hug and someone to say, "dont worry, it'll be ok". And it was as if it has been heard. Came 2 wonderful people that sort of lifted me up and it was unexpected at all. I couldnt be any happier. They were simply heaven-sent. One being the person I admire and look up to while another one being the person I love the most. My baby is the sweetest baby in the world and i know for sure he'll be there for me, i could not ask for more :) ..I just mentioned, it doesn't contain!
Looking forward to Sunday. Flying off to Penang and coming back on Thurs.
Now, back to work, work, work. Yeay, it's August already! :D It's MY month :D
Friday, June 26, 2009
July,July,July :)
Back at home. Self-quarantine :( Was supposed to be in the gym, shop at MNG and to ruben's but am just so tired that i needed to come home after work. I guess the internal battling had used up my energy. I hope the antibody has built up by now. Went for a flu vaccinatin yesterday and my parents beleived that was the swine flu vaccination *hmm*. Vaccination is injection of the viral strain and cause the body to produce natural antibody as the strain reacts in the body. Thus boosting the immunity of our body. Will rest early tonight and hopefully the energy recovers tomorrow. I need to work out! Shucks, i think i've become an exercisoholic. I just won't feel right if I don't and worried that I'll put on soon. I know this isn't healthy and it's not like I'm FAT but...I really get depressed if i do so i'm trying all my best to avoid that. Yet i love food. To top it up, the sweet and sinful ones are the most I consume. Anyways...the chances to maintain is still there as long as I'm diligent enough to attend the gym plus watching the diet.
Today was a big day for us in the office. it was the day for us to find out about the project status. Guess what, we WON!!!! which means it's gonna be busy busy July! :D So exciting! Yup, lotsa work and late night work. Not sure abt our away day though. As much as I'm looking forward to it, I'm exciting abt the project as well. Would be awesome if we could squeeze them all in this month. Not to forget about other projects. Wee! so glad to be part of this amazing team:)
Was also thinking of picking up some dancing skills but looks like it'll take me sometime to start realising them. Was thinking to start looking for a good and reasonable-priced belly dancing lesson. Am keen to learn the moves. I've always love to watch people dance so gracefully and wish myself to be as good as that or at least knowing the basic moves ;) have been to some classess but they weren't the thorough teaching ones so didn't learn in a proper manner. oh and Im actually keen on learning salsa too. Need a partner to go with as companion and motivater as well but... no actionyet :(
People. Characteristic. Behaviour. Attitude. Courtesy
As much as I'm trying to understand people's behaviour, adapt and tolerating others, sometimes there are instances that are kinda frustrating and you'll think that is too much, that you can't take it anymore. Well, I found that myself is not very keen on tolerating ppl with too strong character. Strong here meaning someone who typically is dominating, assertive, less likely listen to others and always trying to push his/her believe/views and thinking that other's are not right. Someone who will always say that "No, this is not right, How can?!, Aiya bullshit la, I think ar..., ahhh it's just kinda painful to my ears. Often, i'd be not infavor to talk when that happens. Sometimes arguing it back makes me feel better but I dont always do because i'd be so put off. If we don't argue back our views, w are actually allowing the dominance even more. I wish I could say things like " hey com'on la, it's not always what you say is right. But i must get my facts rigth before I do. Sometimes, i think ppl can be a little more pleasant to at least be a bit softer in their approach in giving their opinion. Oh and one more thing that i hate is people with super high egoism. If not super, high. I think they are annoying. Ego=overly high confidence. Too high that it could reach the sky. These type of ppl can lose faith but never 'face'.
Sounds like I hate so many ppl. Well, no actually. I'm just saying as I think. Imagine one person to display these characteristics, can be so sickening. No, i'm not a hater, just some encounter with unpleasant people that made me realise the kind of character in ppl that can really put me off. In these instances, i'll jsut go with my 'whatever' attitude.
it's Saturday tomorrow. Likely to be out whole day:) ooo ooo gotta rest soon. Hopefully I'll get good sleep tonight...
Today was a big day for us in the office. it was the day for us to find out about the project status. Guess what, we WON!!!! which means it's gonna be busy busy July! :D So exciting! Yup, lotsa work and late night work. Not sure abt our away day though. As much as I'm looking forward to it, I'm exciting abt the project as well. Would be awesome if we could squeeze them all in this month. Not to forget about other projects. Wee! so glad to be part of this amazing team:)
Was also thinking of picking up some dancing skills but looks like it'll take me sometime to start realising them. Was thinking to start looking for a good and reasonable-priced belly dancing lesson. Am keen to learn the moves. I've always love to watch people dance so gracefully and wish myself to be as good as that or at least knowing the basic moves ;) have been to some classess but they weren't the thorough teaching ones so didn't learn in a proper manner. oh and Im actually keen on learning salsa too. Need a partner to go with as companion and motivater as well but... no actionyet :(
People. Characteristic. Behaviour. Attitude. Courtesy
As much as I'm trying to understand people's behaviour, adapt and tolerating others, sometimes there are instances that are kinda frustrating and you'll think that is too much, that you can't take it anymore. Well, I found that myself is not very keen on tolerating ppl with too strong character. Strong here meaning someone who typically is dominating, assertive, less likely listen to others and always trying to push his/her believe/views and thinking that other's are not right. Someone who will always say that "No, this is not right, How can?!, Aiya bullshit la, I think ar..., ahhh it's just kinda painful to my ears. Often, i'd be not infavor to talk when that happens. Sometimes arguing it back makes me feel better but I dont always do because i'd be so put off. If we don't argue back our views, w are actually allowing the dominance even more. I wish I could say things like " hey com'on la, it's not always what you say is right. But i must get my facts rigth before I do. Sometimes, i think ppl can be a little more pleasant to at least be a bit softer in their approach in giving their opinion. Oh and one more thing that i hate is people with super high egoism. If not super, high. I think they are annoying. Ego=overly high confidence. Too high that it could reach the sky. These type of ppl can lose faith but never 'face'.
Sounds like I hate so many ppl. Well, no actually. I'm just saying as I think. Imagine one person to display these characteristics, can be so sickening. No, i'm not a hater, just some encounter with unpleasant people that made me realise the kind of character in ppl that can really put me off. In these instances, i'll jsut go with my 'whatever' attitude.
it's Saturday tomorrow. Likely to be out whole day:) ooo ooo gotta rest soon. Hopefully I'll get good sleep tonight...
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Wow wow wow
WoUu! It felt like I was jsut being slapped on the face. Just found out about an ex-school mate of mine is now a Manager in a huge japan based company! At the age of 23! That was amazingly fast! What am I doing here?!! No, no I didn't mean it's impossible but to reach to that level especially in big companies, you need experience apart from the required competencies. Well we could say that she started earlier when the rest of us just entered uni and hence moved up faster, but i seriously didn't think that was it. I don't know her very well but I definately know how intelligent she is and her strong personality has absolutely played a big part to lead to her position now. She is someone that most people would aspire to be. Seriously amazing!
And this bit of the story tells that, really, nothing is impossible. I was wow-ing non-stop looking at the video and photos. What an inspiring news! :)
I must really look into building my base stronger and work things doubly hard now. Heheh Kiasu kiasu. No, but i really felt inspired! :D Hmm hmm speaking of which, there is a whole new set of challenges at work laying ahead of me now. The whole merging and aquisition plan is about to roll out, actually submerging now.. Induction into the new culture and education about the new co have already started a fair bit. I have mixed feelings now. Both excited and melancholic. Excited about the opportunities and at the same time, fear of losing the closeness and our culture. Currently, the culture at our workplace is very open, with lots of personal touch and it is one of the very few companies that truly truly value its people. Our boss has done so well to groom us, giving the right exposure and sufficient amount of attention to EVERYBODY! every single person in the office and very few bosses will ever do this, pretty sure. In here, it is so open that we say what we want to say and there is no pretention at all. No politics, no nonsense. maybe jsut some heated discussion sometimes but we make up to each other after that.
I keep telling myself now, "Hey girl, grow up!" I guess it's time that we grow out of our comfort shell and face the next challenge. It feels like emerging from childhood into adulthood. Everybody would wish to remain in their kiddohood forever, if given a choice. Coz it's happy and stress-free. All you do is eat-play-eat-play-eat-sleep :) So comfortable and you always have your parents to support all the time. Exactly the same feeling I have at this current stage. So comfy, happy, well-supported, cared for and loved. Of course there are stressful moments but we manage them well, at least i think. So yeah..it's time to grow. I suppose there will be no drastic change for us for at least till end of 09. But realising the fact that in future future, I may not be working directly under Nat, is kinda upsetting.
What I fear of is to be in a company that treats employee as solely the battle soldiers whom they care for the soldiers to bring in profit and more profits. They would value you but mainly for your skills (coz that will bring them $$$). Silly me. No, no, I'm not saying this organisation we're going in is gonna be like this. NO! and NO WAY too! That's just my silly fear. I do trust Nat in her decision and that she knows what's best for us. I'm sure it's gonna be good :)
Mmm haven't heard from my baby yet..better check on him. Nitessssssssss :D
And this bit of the story tells that, really, nothing is impossible. I was wow-ing non-stop looking at the video and photos. What an inspiring news! :)
I must really look into building my base stronger and work things doubly hard now. Heheh Kiasu kiasu. No, but i really felt inspired! :D Hmm hmm speaking of which, there is a whole new set of challenges at work laying ahead of me now. The whole merging and aquisition plan is about to roll out, actually submerging now.. Induction into the new culture and education about the new co have already started a fair bit. I have mixed feelings now. Both excited and melancholic. Excited about the opportunities and at the same time, fear of losing the closeness and our culture. Currently, the culture at our workplace is very open, with lots of personal touch and it is one of the very few companies that truly truly value its people. Our boss has done so well to groom us, giving the right exposure and sufficient amount of attention to EVERYBODY! every single person in the office and very few bosses will ever do this, pretty sure. In here, it is so open that we say what we want to say and there is no pretention at all. No politics, no nonsense. maybe jsut some heated discussion sometimes but we make up to each other after that.
I keep telling myself now, "Hey girl, grow up!" I guess it's time that we grow out of our comfort shell and face the next challenge. It feels like emerging from childhood into adulthood. Everybody would wish to remain in their kiddohood forever, if given a choice. Coz it's happy and stress-free. All you do is eat-play-eat-play-eat-sleep :) So comfortable and you always have your parents to support all the time. Exactly the same feeling I have at this current stage. So comfy, happy, well-supported, cared for and loved. Of course there are stressful moments but we manage them well, at least i think. So yeah..it's time to grow. I suppose there will be no drastic change for us for at least till end of 09. But realising the fact that in future future, I may not be working directly under Nat, is kinda upsetting.
What I fear of is to be in a company that treats employee as solely the battle soldiers whom they care for the soldiers to bring in profit and more profits. They would value you but mainly for your skills (coz that will bring them $$$). Silly me. No, no, I'm not saying this organisation we're going in is gonna be like this. NO! and NO WAY too! That's just my silly fear. I do trust Nat in her decision and that she knows what's best for us. I'm sure it's gonna be good :)
Mmm haven't heard from my baby yet..better check on him. Nitessssssssss :D
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
100 things about LS ;p
Taken from SUe May's FB note
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Orange juice from the real orange
2. Last phone call: Baby :)
3. Last text message: Baby :)
4. Last song you listened to: Some smooth jazz on imeem
5. Last time you cried: Last Sunday, not really cried but was teary
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: ...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: no
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: yes, just last month. In a mamak stall after the drinking session. Pity them
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. pink
13. violet
14. purple
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes! :D
16. Fallen out of love: nope
17. Laughed until you cried: yes! Many times
18. Met someone who changed you: Oh YES!!!!
19. Found out who your true friends are: yeap
20. Found out someone was talking about you: i guess yeah
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: three quarter maybe
23. How many kids do you want to have: hrmm 2-3?
24. Do you have any pets: i want to keep a pup!!! I even have the name ready. Pokki! unfortunately i can't :(
25. Do you want to change your name: nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday: had dinner in Toni Roma's and a separate birthday surprise with a group of friends. Also, was my graduation!!
27. What time did you wake up today: 7.10am, alarm was 7.05am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: fb-ing, on the phone :)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Seeing my baby!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2 hrs ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Not really
32. What are you listening to right now: The fan blowing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope. Dont think i have friend with that name, i mean their real name.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing
35. Most visited webpage: FB
36. What's your real name: PLS
37. Nicknames: sum sum, sum, pig (but this i dont agreee!)
38. Relationship Status: Single but attached :)
39. Zodiac sign: Leo
40. Male or female: female
41. Primary School: SK BBSP
42. Secondary school: SMK BBSP
43. College/university: UM
44. Hair colour: black, ppl used to say i have real black hair
45. Long or short: long and wavy. I assume this referring to hair, as in on the head
46. Height: 154cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope but I'm so in lurrrrrvvvvvve:D
48. What do you like about yourself: Think of other's feelings before my action
49. Piercings: 2 on my left lobe, 3 on right lobe and 1 on the part above the ear canal - dont know what it's called, the soft bone part.
50. Tattoos: none. i've low pain tolerance
51. Righty or lefty: RIght
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: *touch wood* nope
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: Heidi Rahman, we lost touch :(
55. First sport you joined: Badminton
56. First vacation: Dont remember what it's called. A place with water and a big prawn thinggy
58. First pair of trainers: School shoe?
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: too late to eat, but i had krispie kreme for dinner, YUM!
60. Drinking: nothing. Had green tea just now to make me feel less guilty ;p
61. I'm about to: brush teeth
62. Listening to: still the fan blowing and tv sound
63. Waiting on: ...
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: yeah
65. Get Married: yeah
66. Career: A Professional
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Smoochies' the best
69. Shorter or taller: doesn't matter
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice personality!
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Neither
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope!
77. Drank hard liquor: Yup
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Broke glassess once, literally stepped on it
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: One in high sch, one in the gym... But no no I'm not a heart-breaker!
82. Been arrested: Never
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: I'm a crying baby, in most events that involve emotions
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: nope. You need to know a person to fall in love with him/her
89. Heaven: No idea
90. Santa Claus: no
91.Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: ...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 boyfriend at a time: if it means r/ship boyfriend, NO!
95. Did you sing today: nope
96. Ever cheated on somebody: maybe yes when i was a kid ;p
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: I'm really happy now and i want to remain as it is now :)))
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: 23 Jan ;)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Not at all now!
100. Posting this as 100 truths: Man, I'm just to free! ;p
I shall go brush teeth and wait for a calll beefore to bed. Zzzzzz :)
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Orange juice from the real orange
2. Last phone call: Baby :)
3. Last text message: Baby :)
4. Last song you listened to: Some smooth jazz on imeem
5. Last time you cried: Last Sunday, not really cried but was teary
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: ...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: no
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: yes, just last month. In a mamak stall after the drinking session. Pity them
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. pink
13. violet
14. purple
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes! :D
16. Fallen out of love: nope
17. Laughed until you cried: yes! Many times
18. Met someone who changed you: Oh YES!!!!
19. Found out who your true friends are: yeap
20. Found out someone was talking about you: i guess yeah
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: three quarter maybe
23. How many kids do you want to have: hrmm 2-3?
24. Do you have any pets: i want to keep a pup!!! I even have the name ready. Pokki! unfortunately i can't :(
25. Do you want to change your name: nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday: had dinner in Toni Roma's and a separate birthday surprise with a group of friends. Also, was my graduation!!
27. What time did you wake up today: 7.10am, alarm was 7.05am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: fb-ing, on the phone :)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Seeing my baby!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2 hrs ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Not really
32. What are you listening to right now: The fan blowing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope. Dont think i have friend with that name, i mean their real name.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing
35. Most visited webpage: FB
36. What's your real name: PLS
37. Nicknames: sum sum, sum, pig (but this i dont agreee!)
38. Relationship Status: Single but attached :)
39. Zodiac sign: Leo
40. Male or female: female
41. Primary School: SK BBSP
42. Secondary school: SMK BBSP
43. College/university: UM
44. Hair colour: black, ppl used to say i have real black hair
45. Long or short: long and wavy. I assume this referring to hair, as in on the head
46. Height: 154cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope but I'm so in lurrrrrvvvvvve:D
48. What do you like about yourself: Think of other's feelings before my action
49. Piercings: 2 on my left lobe, 3 on right lobe and 1 on the part above the ear canal - dont know what it's called, the soft bone part.
50. Tattoos: none. i've low pain tolerance
51. Righty or lefty: RIght
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: *touch wood* nope
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: Heidi Rahman, we lost touch :(
55. First sport you joined: Badminton
56. First vacation: Dont remember what it's called. A place with water and a big prawn thinggy
58. First pair of trainers: School shoe?
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: too late to eat, but i had krispie kreme for dinner, YUM!
60. Drinking: nothing. Had green tea just now to make me feel less guilty ;p
61. I'm about to: brush teeth
62. Listening to: still the fan blowing and tv sound
63. Waiting on: ...
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: yeah
65. Get Married: yeah
66. Career: A Professional
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Smoochies' the best
69. Shorter or taller: doesn't matter
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice personality!
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Neither
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope!
77. Drank hard liquor: Yup
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Broke glassess once, literally stepped on it
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: One in high sch, one in the gym... But no no I'm not a heart-breaker!
82. Been arrested: Never
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: I'm a crying baby, in most events that involve emotions
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: nope. You need to know a person to fall in love with him/her
89. Heaven: No idea
90. Santa Claus: no
91.Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: ...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 boyfriend at a time: if it means r/ship boyfriend, NO!
95. Did you sing today: nope
96. Ever cheated on somebody: maybe yes when i was a kid ;p
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: I'm really happy now and i want to remain as it is now :)))
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: 23 Jan ;)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Not at all now!
100. Posting this as 100 truths: Man, I'm just to free! ;p
I shall go brush teeth and wait for a calll beefore to bed. Zzzzzz :)
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Exciting May ;D
Darn, here i am munching on my Snickers bar. That 30mins jog just wasnt enough.
It's the end of May, so fast. Remembered I was anticipating it so much :D It has been an amazing month overall. Happy happy :D
Work, has been quite quiet but will definitely pick up in June. Still has many internal things to do. Boss is super-duper awesome. I was wordless seeing her expressions, totally candid! I'm so happy I actually enjoy work. The work and the people are great. Sounds like there are new challenges and opportunities ahead, so exciting! Man, i am so glad i left lab. I'd have no idea what i'd go through. Next week is our team meet and there are some activities lined up for us. Ooo so exciting! :D
Family, hmm sis is away, missing her :( Glad to hear that she had some fun there, at least. Pity her, basically she has ntg much to do after dinner and mostly sleep till the next morning. Ooo she said there are sheeps in the island! How interesting! But they're dirty ;p Baa baa black sheep?! Everyone else is good. Was so mad at my brother last night, such an irresponsible spoilt kid! He swept the broken glass, not to the dustpan but to the side of the floor!!! and he ignored me completely when i sounded him!! AH! Must really give him a good lesson one day!
Lovie dovie, May's a special month, it's my baby's birthday month! :) He's 24 now! May not look/act like one, can be quite a baby sometimes :) I had these brithday surprises all planned out and they took off so well, at least I think they did! :D He was really happy and I was even more happier seeing him *big big smile* I got him a really beautiful jacket and it looks sooo goood on him! We had a romantic dinner on his bday eve in a place called the COurtyard's Garden in Jln Dungun. The ambience was lovely and there were few tables and it was just nice for us. There was a band playing that night and so happened they were there. cos they fit in jsut nice in my plan to surprise him. I could see him looking shy when we all sang the bday song ;D Other than that, the food was so-so. I must say the dessert wasn't that good. I hope it was a memorable night for him as it was for me:) We also had an enjoyable time in the Brussels Cafe on the day of his bday with some of our friends there to surprise him. We got him blindfolded and was guided to walk all the way to the cafe ;p Silly but funny ;p Following from that gathering we have now started a monthly gathering with our uni friends. We had our first dinner in Italiannies in The Curve, was great!:) And we gonna do it every first saturday of the month.
Oh, baby is moving to his new place, which is...just in the same building i'm living now! this is so exciting! We spent a weekend to clean and move things. He wasn't so happy though. Worse, he said he felt stressed coming to his place :( Poor baby, I felt upset seeing him in that and couldn't help much. Hopefully, with the mat in place, he wouldn't feel so uncomfortable. Hmm how to make it more homier? Maybe curtain would help ;) or maybe with lots of my photos around??? Yeay! and he invited me to join him to pg next weekend! So looking forward to that! :D
Body, lost some weight ;) but the Snicker and dumpling had just kill me. Watching my diet more closely now. Well, research has shown that most women tend to put on weight when they reach 25 due to the lower metabolism as we age. So yeah. Happy on one end, sad at the other. Just realised my hair dropping is getting worse now and it's slightly noticeable *double :(* I used to have really THICK hair and now it's almost twice less than that. You have no idea how much hair u'd see on the bathroom floor after my shower. Mom has been sounding me. You always don't eat rice, sleep late, never take "bou" food etc etc... If this is in the blood, it'd be pretty hard to cure. Both Mom and sis suffer from this too :( SO silly, my hair used to be so thick that i had once wished I had thinner hair and I was so arrogantly thinking that hair dropping was fine as I could afford to. See..you must always be careful of what you wish for!!! Nonetheless, there is still some hope. I shall try taking some zinc and/or folic acid supplements. How could i forget what I learnt in my Biochem classess! Some Ppl always say to me that it is such a waste that you don't work in your field of study but you see knowledge is never a waste. Even though you don't practice doesn't mean it's gonna be useless! They just don't see my point! Anyway.. Now I should conssider if I'd need to seek a physician first before consuming them..? Hmm hmm
Shall sleep soon. Looking forward to June!!! Wee! Hopefully more more good times coming my way! :)
It's the end of May, so fast. Remembered I was anticipating it so much :D It has been an amazing month overall. Happy happy :D
Work, has been quite quiet but will definitely pick up in June. Still has many internal things to do. Boss is super-duper awesome. I was wordless seeing her expressions, totally candid! I'm so happy I actually enjoy work. The work and the people are great. Sounds like there are new challenges and opportunities ahead, so exciting! Man, i am so glad i left lab. I'd have no idea what i'd go through. Next week is our team meet and there are some activities lined up for us. Ooo so exciting! :D
Family, hmm sis is away, missing her :( Glad to hear that she had some fun there, at least. Pity her, basically she has ntg much to do after dinner and mostly sleep till the next morning. Ooo she said there are sheeps in the island! How interesting! But they're dirty ;p Baa baa black sheep?! Everyone else is good. Was so mad at my brother last night, such an irresponsible spoilt kid! He swept the broken glass, not to the dustpan but to the side of the floor!!! and he ignored me completely when i sounded him!! AH! Must really give him a good lesson one day!
Lovie dovie, May's a special month, it's my baby's birthday month! :) He's 24 now! May not look/act like one, can be quite a baby sometimes :) I had these brithday surprises all planned out and they took off so well, at least I think they did! :D He was really happy and I was even more happier seeing him *big big smile* I got him a really beautiful jacket and it looks sooo goood on him! We had a romantic dinner on his bday eve in a place called the COurtyard's Garden in Jln Dungun. The ambience was lovely and there were few tables and it was just nice for us. There was a band playing that night and so happened they were there. cos they fit in jsut nice in my plan to surprise him. I could see him looking shy when we all sang the bday song ;D Other than that, the food was so-so. I must say the dessert wasn't that good. I hope it was a memorable night for him as it was for me:) We also had an enjoyable time in the Brussels Cafe on the day of his bday with some of our friends there to surprise him. We got him blindfolded and was guided to walk all the way to the cafe ;p Silly but funny ;p Following from that gathering we have now started a monthly gathering with our uni friends. We had our first dinner in Italiannies in The Curve, was great!:) And we gonna do it every first saturday of the month.
Oh, baby is moving to his new place, which is...just in the same building i'm living now! this is so exciting! We spent a weekend to clean and move things. He wasn't so happy though. Worse, he said he felt stressed coming to his place :( Poor baby, I felt upset seeing him in that and couldn't help much. Hopefully, with the mat in place, he wouldn't feel so uncomfortable. Hmm how to make it more homier? Maybe curtain would help ;) or maybe with lots of my photos around??? Yeay! and he invited me to join him to pg next weekend! So looking forward to that! :D
Body, lost some weight ;) but the Snicker and dumpling had just kill me. Watching my diet more closely now. Well, research has shown that most women tend to put on weight when they reach 25 due to the lower metabolism as we age. So yeah. Happy on one end, sad at the other. Just realised my hair dropping is getting worse now and it's slightly noticeable *double :(* I used to have really THICK hair and now it's almost twice less than that. You have no idea how much hair u'd see on the bathroom floor after my shower. Mom has been sounding me. You always don't eat rice, sleep late, never take "bou" food etc etc... If this is in the blood, it'd be pretty hard to cure. Both Mom and sis suffer from this too :( SO silly, my hair used to be so thick that i had once wished I had thinner hair and I was so arrogantly thinking that hair dropping was fine as I could afford to. See..you must always be careful of what you wish for!!! Nonetheless, there is still some hope. I shall try taking some zinc and/or folic acid supplements. How could i forget what I learnt in my Biochem classess! Some Ppl always say to me that it is such a waste that you don't work in your field of study but you see knowledge is never a waste. Even though you don't practice doesn't mean it's gonna be useless! They just don't see my point! Anyway.. Now I should conssider if I'd need to seek a physician first before consuming them..? Hmm hmm
Shall sleep soon. Looking forward to June!!! Wee! Hopefully more more good times coming my way! :)
Saturday, May 16, 2009
What to do on a Saturday?
Woke up on a Sat morning, alone. Missed sis :( Lacks motivation to travel to the gym. Also because of my knees that I'm here. Boring morning, listening to Jason's beautiful mess -cheers up my morning a little. Poor girl, she's so bored over there. Man, it has only been 1 week.
I was running some house chores and got a little frustrated. As I was keeping the dried clothes, the padding for my sports bra jsut went missing. I took it froom the hanger and put its aside to take the others before carrying into the room and i realised it went missing as i was putting them back to origin. I searched around and found ntg! The place is sooo small that there's no way I can't find it. Hmmm!
Hrmm..what to do later in the afternoon...???
I was running some house chores and got a little frustrated. As I was keeping the dried clothes, the padding for my sports bra jsut went missing. I took it froom the hanger and put its aside to take the others before carrying into the room and i realised it went missing as i was putting them back to origin. I searched around and found ntg! The place is sooo small that there's no way I can't find it. Hmmm!
Hrmm..what to do later in the afternoon...???
Saturday, May 9, 2009
I'm gonna miss you dearie
Sis is leaving tomorrow and bro is merajuk-ing.. :( And i've been feeling unwell since afternoon. I think i'm gonna go to bed soon. Plus, waking up early tomorrow to the airport. I know i won't be able to hold tears when I'm there. She'll be away for 5-6months, kinda long. The last time I sent off to NS in S'wak, i managed to keep my tears but, it felt horrible and took so much energy to do that. I remembered I cried alone in the room for about 30mins when i got home. Shucks, i can feel my cheecks are warm now... Bidding farewell is always very hard for me, especially to people whom I love much Sigh, i always end up looking so embarrased :x
Hopefully the pizza and chicky stick have at least digested partially before I sleep. I know someone will be able to cheer me up later :) Ahh ..I can't let her see me now..
Hopefully the pizza and chicky stick have at least digested partially before I sleep. I know someone will be able to cheer me up later :) Ahh ..I can't let her see me now..
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Fatigue and weird achings
I feel very tired lately. Almost every day i woke up feeling tired. Mom commented I look pale. Could it be my sleeping pattern? Or my diet? Or exercise?
Only yesterday i had this minor aching on my chest. I thought it was muscle ache. Strange.. Colleagues said it could be wind. And i took 'garlic water', oh yikes! Well the aching really went off the next day. I woke up with it still but only gone in the noon. Just as I was relieved, I'm now feeling ache on my back and tummy's a little pain. Feels like wind. Maybe I am worrying too much...
Hmm, I guess I must do something about me looking pale. I agree to the comments too. Actually not just by my mom only, colleagues and some friends thought so too. I guess could be my diet. Perhaps there be more regular veggie consumption.
All I ever want is a healthy body as well as for everyone else! I hope I don't get overly stressed with these. Workloads already giving me much of that.
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Only yesterday i had this minor aching on my chest. I thought it was muscle ache. Strange.. Colleagues said it could be wind. And i took 'garlic water', oh yikes! Well the aching really went off the next day. I woke up with it still but only gone in the noon. Just as I was relieved, I'm now feeling ache on my back and tummy's a little pain. Feels like wind. Maybe I am worrying too much...
Hmm, I guess I must do something about me looking pale. I agree to the comments too. Actually not just by my mom only, colleagues and some friends thought so too. I guess could be my diet. Perhaps there be more regular veggie consumption.
All I ever want is a healthy body as well as for everyone else! I hope I don't get overly stressed with these. Workloads already giving me much of that.
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Thursday, April 9, 2009
~La la la
Just passed busy period. More yet to come in this month. In this few months at work, I have actually learnt quite a fair bit of new things and discovered some areas that I like and dislike as well as my strengths and weaknessess. I enjoy being where I am and doing things I do. It's also mainly the people here that has helped enhancing my learning cycle. Guess my maturity level has gone up a level. No more little girl. But well I still have colleague calling me the baby of the team being the youngest. Oh, I have a new colleague today and she is as young. The title will pass on to her :) My interest in this field has grown more and I'm really glad. Although there are time when there's the need to deal with things not of my liking, it does not hinder. The people that I met here are absolutely incredible and different in their own ways which make work a pleasure. And also, through my colleague I found another passion! I found my liking for puppy!! :D Not any pups, only Yorkshire! Sadly, I am unable to keep it, yet :(
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
I am so,so poor!
Something has triggered my mind to start thinking about savings. Realised i'm so poor at the moment. So so poor :( Thinking about my next few years and when i reach 60 with this little savings..hmm it's gonna be awful. I don't wanna end up being a poor old lady, yikes! :S The thought kinda scare me so I made a pledge to myself to start in March and aim to reach my target figure by end of 2009. I should be able to reach ;) But where should I start cutting down..? :O
Friday, February 13, 2009
Just not born to bake
Li Sum lacks cooking/baking talent. ooo such an unfavourable statement to make for myself.
Nonetheless, i managed to make something nice :) Mainly assembling work though.
Proud with my little achievement (wide smile)
Nonetheless, i managed to make something nice :) Mainly assembling work though.
Proud with my little achievement (wide smile)
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Joyful CNY :)
It's already the 7th day. Happy Birthday to me and everybody! ;D
I missed the usual gatherings with friends :( Everyone is everywhere this year. No extra ang pows and no gamblings. It is, nevertheless, enjoyable and fun. This CNY is different. It was our first time travelling to Kedah for CNY visit. Had a good one week holiday with family. The time spent was really nice. The last family trip was 7 years back, i think?... Eee too long till I can't even remember well. Had been a while since I last saw dad so relaxed and happy :) He missed having family trips too. So glad to see all so happy and enjoying themselves. My silly cute brothers had their good time in the pool and Yummy Yummy food in Penang. Mom was happy to be home and seeing her relatives. My sis had good time snacking. Tsk tsk makan aje! Haha i know she'll beat me after seeing this ;p And I ate a lot too :/ Started my workout routine today. Low stamina, tsk..even elder ladies are stronger :/
I hope next year's CNY will be as fun or fun-er ;) But somehow the ang pows seem to get lesser and lesser each year. Supposed to be more this year with those from my newly-wed cousin and his wifey and Mom's relatives.? Strange. Maybe these amount appear smaller to me as I grow older.?
Glad tomorrow's a PH. I've got some work to do at home though. And lotsa snacks to clear at home..Oh Oh! :O
I missed the usual gatherings with friends :( Everyone is everywhere this year. No extra ang pows and no gamblings. It is, nevertheless, enjoyable and fun. This CNY is different. It was our first time travelling to Kedah for CNY visit. Had a good one week holiday with family. The time spent was really nice. The last family trip was 7 years back, i think?... Eee too long till I can't even remember well. Had been a while since I last saw dad so relaxed and happy :) He missed having family trips too. So glad to see all so happy and enjoying themselves. My silly cute brothers had their good time in the pool and Yummy Yummy food in Penang. Mom was happy to be home and seeing her relatives. My sis had good time snacking. Tsk tsk makan aje! Haha i know she'll beat me after seeing this ;p And I ate a lot too :/ Started my workout routine today. Low stamina, tsk..even elder ladies are stronger :/
I hope next year's CNY will be as fun or fun-er ;) But somehow the ang pows seem to get lesser and lesser each year. Supposed to be more this year with those from my newly-wed cousin and his wifey and Mom's relatives.? Strange. Maybe these amount appear smaller to me as I grow older.?
Glad tomorrow's a PH. I've got some work to do at home though. And lotsa snacks to clear at home..Oh Oh! :O
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