Not just the weather

Things are just so cold today. Not just the weather, it seems like everything else. Maybe i just wasn't in the mood for anything. Easily agitated and restless. All i need is a big, warm hug right now :/

maybe it's the DMS but could be just an excuse...

Not a good day

Mannerism 101

I think i can kill a cow right now. I wished all the rude people in the world get the punishment they deserved and i'd really like to impose a law on these people. They got no authority to make other's lives miserable and worse even, threaten their safety. Didn't they learn what manners are and practise them? Such aweful occurence to have them roaming around and causing miseries. One thing that i can't tolerate is these rude people. Just so, so aweful! We shall promote 'Mannerism 101', not like they gonna be bothered anyway. i'm sure they'll get what they deserve some day. Maybe they feel good by behaving such way. Maybe i should try becoming one as well, so that at least i wont feel i was being rude-d at. maybe i could be even better than them. Speaking of being evil..i think i can do equally good ;D



-she was just pissed-

That's all for CNY

Back from CNY. It's time to work hard. Thesis, @, labs, workout routines..so many things to juggle. Despite those , she's happy , happy , happy :) Final semester, woohoo~ Looking forwrd to each day =D

Once upon a time...

This is a story about a girl and her Mom. This girl,once upon a time, was a rebellious daughter and never had a loving relationship with her Mom . Due to lack of tolerance and trust in both sides, the communication level between them went very low. They were good but just that they did not share stories together. This girl has always thought that her Mom was not as open-minded to discuss things that are personal and therefore, they never had deep talk. They never talk about relationships and stuff. They never told each other that they care and love. It was so shameful to not be able to tell that. She used to whine a lot about others having such open-mined and easy-going parents. She envied that a lot and often got unhappy. Incident occured and the Mom somehow lost trust in her girl as she suspected her doing things behind her back. Yet again, it was never been brought up and kept silent till now. Despite that, things were actually fine between them. It was just that there were silent issues been kept in both their hearts making them both not trusting each other. Bad times are gone and It's all good now.
After entering uni and staying apart from the family during weekdays, she started to realize things. Being with all the good people has impacted her and gave a good influence on her. She realized it was so wrong to not be able to be close to her Mom. She then started to try to work things out and slowly, things became better. It took her a while to leave the egoness and showed more concern to her family and appreciate them. She learnt that nothing is more important than her family. Another incident that brought her to realization was that when she was down with allergy attack, she realized that no one loves her more than her parents. She could never have learnt a better lesson in her life. Things have been wonderful now. She's now slowly open up to her parents. One good achievement today, she finally found the courage to share a sweet story with her parents though it was brought up quite randomly. She hopes that the bond will grow stronger and closer as time goes. i'm pretty sure it would and i believe they'll be greater:)
It is actually not that bad after all to cry in front of parents,she realized. Mom was so touched that her girl actually teared and worried when she suffered from fish bone choking. Looking at Mom's choked, red face gave her heart ache. JUst to share an information, if such things were to happen, rinsing the throat with vinegar does help to alleviate the bone. Apparently, vinegar is able to soften the bone and ease the removal of it. That was how it saved Mom. The rice method did not help much.

She's tired and confused

She's lost, frustrated and dissapointed. She thought she could trust people but she did not gain the trust in return and better still, got backfired. She's got dissapointed that she met people whom picks at others for no concrete reason. She just so dislikes people who bursts easily and as though the whole world has fault with him. Where is all the brain cells to think and distinguish good/bad in him? Please use them for god sake! And as well she hates drama king/queen. C'mon, what do you want to show with all these dramas? Cant u just confront people and talk your whatever-shit problem and leave all the dramas?! *sweat*

p/s : she apologized for the impolite words because she just can't stand nonsense no more.