Wednesday, September 26, 2007

STop tellin' me that k

Am home on a Wed Afternoon when usually i'd be in the gym, studying by the pool. I can't do workout today due to the pain. i felt more today and even if i insist on doing, the workout wouldn't be wholesome. I felt so when i was in the Bodycombat class last Monday. I couldn't jump any higher nor kick stronger. It was such an incomplete workout to me even though i still sweat as much and looked active. I couldnt relax myself. I couldn't help it but feltl disturbed ,though this may seem a minor problem to others. Others could just say, it's JUST gym and you should just rest at home instead. it's not like you cant live without it. You'll only die if you dont eat. Which was true but yet it's just not easy to live without it now (My god, i'm talking now as if it is a relationship, haaah..) i just hate it when people tell me that. Well,To ease that, i've resorted to swimming . See, i just cant sit and not do exercise k. I must do something. Is this what they call exerciselemia?thought i read something like this before,somewhere. Anyway now.., i'm waiting for the rain to stop and gonna head to the pool although i'm also fasting today. I fasted and swam too yesterday. It was slightly more tiring. Went breathless quite fast. Speaking of which, it really takes a lot of discipline to fast for the whole day. I nearly succumbed to my desire to want to take a sip of drink when i came home just now. I was thinking it is only a sip but the other part of me kept saying 'no,no'. hah i think i sounded quite gila and drama la. Probably too much of drama scenes i've viewed/encoutered lately. Dramas, dramas.. I think i could be as talented as these ppl too seriously;p Discovering potentials..haha.. so @cey.
Great! the rain has stopped. I better get few things done here before jumping in the pool.
(actually it took me quite some time to finish typing the blog coz am also doing work at the same time. thats why the rain stopped this soon ler :D)
chao

-drama?! peach-
(not that good yet, still discovering..)
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Totally OFF! sense of logicality, sensibility, rationality and etc*lity...


I am all drenched and feeling just so exhausted right now. At one point, u will just feel like leaving everything undone there as it is and won't want to bother. There you see , i'm here checking out funny images rather than doing the 'mounting' workloads. maybe i should go get a kitkat bar later...

-stressed peach- ( A stressed peach looks dry, pale and non-appetizing) eh What the heck am i talking?! Anywayss... kitkat, kitkat, kitkat~~

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Happy fasting

Today is my first day & first time of fasting in the Ramadhan month. i mean fasting as in really fasting which goes waking up as early as 5am to 'sahur' , buka puasa in the evening and the most challenging part is to have to go without drinking water in the day time. i did try fasting before but was not the proper way the muslims are doing. That was more like dieting ;) (ops!) Now that my housemate is waking up early to sahur, i have motivation to give it a try. i want to challenge myself to really stick to the real fasting manner and let's see how it'd turn out to be :) Well, It's good that it actually helps in building a strong self-discipline within yourself. i'm waking up early for my immuno assignment too, to submit later in the afternoon.

Back to work now with bloaty stomach;p (ahh,too full ady!)

Sunday, September 9, 2007

From fantasyland to reality...

Xcapade is hot-to go! It has been a tiring but worthwhile three days two nights in P.Dickson. We just came back this evening, physically. I think i left my mind there or probably it's taking its time slowly travelling back to KL. Am still kind of lost , not knowing what to do first and next. Because we have been away from all the assignments, tests and stresses and It was as though we were in a fantasyland. Having fun with the dearest people around me as well as the new juniors. It was such a lovely escape from the real world. i wished Xcapade was a 5days & 4 nights camp.
It was my 3rd time being in Xcapade. Same place with familiar as well as new faces. it felt like home.
Well, I'm so glad to say that i've achieved this small goal that i've set to myself after my first experience in Xcapade as a delegate. I told myself that i'd come back for the second time as the organising committee of the camp and the third time as the faci. I've made it! I felt so proud of myself that i actually could make it happen. The satisfactory feeling is just so overwhelming. I was thinking , the fourth time as the alumni ;p hrm,that would all depends then. It was really good to see the juniors engaging themselves in the activities and was even better to watch them improve throughout the camp itself. i really hope they were inspired. Was great knowing these bunch of new people.
Gosh i'm just so reluctant to come back, argh! Back lisum,focus! Assignments, meetings, lectures, tests are all coming next in line. I need some time to adjust the mode. Would do it in my next session later in the dreamland.
~lalala...zzzzzzz~

-peach-