Back at home. Self-quarantine :( Was supposed to be in the gym, shop at MNG and to ruben's but am just so tired that i needed to come home after work. I guess the internal battling had used up my energy. I hope the antibody has built up by now. Went for a flu vaccinatin yesterday and my parents beleived that was the swine flu vaccination *hmm*. Vaccination is injection of the viral strain and cause the body to produce natural antibody as the strain reacts in the body. Thus boosting the immunity of our body. Will rest early tonight and hopefully the energy recovers tomorrow. I need to work out! Shucks, i think i've become an exercisoholic. I just won't feel right if I don't and worried that I'll put on soon. I know this isn't healthy and it's not like I'm FAT but...I really get depressed if i do so i'm trying all my best to avoid that. Yet i love food. To top it up, the sweet and sinful ones are the most I consume. Anyways...the chances to maintain is still there as long as I'm diligent enough to attend the gym plus watching the diet.
Today was a big day for us in the office. it was the day for us to find out about the project status. Guess what, we WON!!!! which means it's gonna be busy busy July! :D So exciting! Yup, lotsa work and late night work. Not sure abt our away day though. As much as I'm looking forward to it, I'm exciting abt the project as well. Would be awesome if we could squeeze them all in this month. Not to forget about other projects. Wee! so glad to be part of this amazing team:)
Was also thinking of picking up some dancing skills but looks like it'll take me sometime to start realising them. Was thinking to start looking for a good and reasonable-priced belly dancing lesson. Am keen to learn the moves. I've always love to watch people dance so gracefully and wish myself to be as good as that or at least knowing the basic moves ;) have been to some classess but they weren't the thorough teaching ones so didn't learn in a proper manner. oh and Im actually keen on learning salsa too. Need a partner to go with as companion and motivater as well but... no actionyet :(
People. Characteristic. Behaviour. Attitude. Courtesy
As much as I'm trying to understand people's behaviour, adapt and tolerating others, sometimes there are instances that are kinda frustrating and you'll think that is too much, that you can't take it anymore. Well, I found that myself is not very keen on tolerating ppl with too strong character. Strong here meaning someone who typically is dominating, assertive, less likely listen to others and always trying to push his/her believe/views and thinking that other's are not right. Someone who will always say that "No, this is not right, How can?!, Aiya bullshit la, I think ar..., ahhh it's just kinda painful to my ears. Often, i'd be not infavor to talk when that happens. Sometimes arguing it back makes me feel better but I dont always do because i'd be so put off. If we don't argue back our views, w are actually allowing the dominance even more. I wish I could say things like " hey com'on la, it's not always what you say is right. But i must get my facts rigth before I do. Sometimes, i think ppl can be a little more pleasant to at least be a bit softer in their approach in giving their opinion. Oh and one more thing that i hate is people with super high egoism. If not super, high. I think they are annoying. Ego=overly high confidence. Too high that it could reach the sky. These type of ppl can lose faith but never 'face'.
Sounds like I hate so many ppl. Well, no actually. I'm just saying as I think. Imagine one person to display these characteristics, can be so sickening. No, i'm not a hater, just some encounter with unpleasant people that made me realise the kind of character in ppl that can really put me off. In these instances, i'll jsut go with my 'whatever' attitude.
it's Saturday tomorrow. Likely to be out whole day:) ooo ooo gotta rest soon. Hopefully I'll get good sleep tonight...
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Wow wow wow
WoUu! It felt like I was jsut being slapped on the face. Just found out about an ex-school mate of mine is now a Manager in a huge japan based company! At the age of 23! That was amazingly fast! What am I doing here?!! No, no I didn't mean it's impossible but to reach to that level especially in big companies, you need experience apart from the required competencies. Well we could say that she started earlier when the rest of us just entered uni and hence moved up faster, but i seriously didn't think that was it. I don't know her very well but I definately know how intelligent she is and her strong personality has absolutely played a big part to lead to her position now. She is someone that most people would aspire to be. Seriously amazing!
And this bit of the story tells that, really, nothing is impossible. I was wow-ing non-stop looking at the video and photos. What an inspiring news! :)
I must really look into building my base stronger and work things doubly hard now. Heheh Kiasu kiasu. No, but i really felt inspired! :D Hmm hmm speaking of which, there is a whole new set of challenges at work laying ahead of me now. The whole merging and aquisition plan is about to roll out, actually submerging now.. Induction into the new culture and education about the new co have already started a fair bit. I have mixed feelings now. Both excited and melancholic. Excited about the opportunities and at the same time, fear of losing the closeness and our culture. Currently, the culture at our workplace is very open, with lots of personal touch and it is one of the very few companies that truly truly value its people. Our boss has done so well to groom us, giving the right exposure and sufficient amount of attention to EVERYBODY! every single person in the office and very few bosses will ever do this, pretty sure. In here, it is so open that we say what we want to say and there is no pretention at all. No politics, no nonsense. maybe jsut some heated discussion sometimes but we make up to each other after that.
I keep telling myself now, "Hey girl, grow up!" I guess it's time that we grow out of our comfort shell and face the next challenge. It feels like emerging from childhood into adulthood. Everybody would wish to remain in their kiddohood forever, if given a choice. Coz it's happy and stress-free. All you do is eat-play-eat-play-eat-sleep :) So comfortable and you always have your parents to support all the time. Exactly the same feeling I have at this current stage. So comfy, happy, well-supported, cared for and loved. Of course there are stressful moments but we manage them well, at least i think. So yeah..it's time to grow. I suppose there will be no drastic change for us for at least till end of 09. But realising the fact that in future future, I may not be working directly under Nat, is kinda upsetting.
What I fear of is to be in a company that treats employee as solely the battle soldiers whom they care for the soldiers to bring in profit and more profits. They would value you but mainly for your skills (coz that will bring them $$$). Silly me. No, no, I'm not saying this organisation we're going in is gonna be like this. NO! and NO WAY too! That's just my silly fear. I do trust Nat in her decision and that she knows what's best for us. I'm sure it's gonna be good :)
Mmm haven't heard from my baby yet..better check on him. Nitessssssssss :D
And this bit of the story tells that, really, nothing is impossible. I was wow-ing non-stop looking at the video and photos. What an inspiring news! :)
I must really look into building my base stronger and work things doubly hard now. Heheh Kiasu kiasu. No, but i really felt inspired! :D Hmm hmm speaking of which, there is a whole new set of challenges at work laying ahead of me now. The whole merging and aquisition plan is about to roll out, actually submerging now.. Induction into the new culture and education about the new co have already started a fair bit. I have mixed feelings now. Both excited and melancholic. Excited about the opportunities and at the same time, fear of losing the closeness and our culture. Currently, the culture at our workplace is very open, with lots of personal touch and it is one of the very few companies that truly truly value its people. Our boss has done so well to groom us, giving the right exposure and sufficient amount of attention to EVERYBODY! every single person in the office and very few bosses will ever do this, pretty sure. In here, it is so open that we say what we want to say and there is no pretention at all. No politics, no nonsense. maybe jsut some heated discussion sometimes but we make up to each other after that.
I keep telling myself now, "Hey girl, grow up!" I guess it's time that we grow out of our comfort shell and face the next challenge. It feels like emerging from childhood into adulthood. Everybody would wish to remain in their kiddohood forever, if given a choice. Coz it's happy and stress-free. All you do is eat-play-eat-play-eat-sleep :) So comfortable and you always have your parents to support all the time. Exactly the same feeling I have at this current stage. So comfy, happy, well-supported, cared for and loved. Of course there are stressful moments but we manage them well, at least i think. So yeah..it's time to grow. I suppose there will be no drastic change for us for at least till end of 09. But realising the fact that in future future, I may not be working directly under Nat, is kinda upsetting.
What I fear of is to be in a company that treats employee as solely the battle soldiers whom they care for the soldiers to bring in profit and more profits. They would value you but mainly for your skills (coz that will bring them $$$). Silly me. No, no, I'm not saying this organisation we're going in is gonna be like this. NO! and NO WAY too! That's just my silly fear. I do trust Nat in her decision and that she knows what's best for us. I'm sure it's gonna be good :)
Mmm haven't heard from my baby yet..better check on him. Nitessssssssss :D
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
100 things about LS ;p
Taken from SUe May's FB note
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Orange juice from the real orange
2. Last phone call: Baby :)
3. Last text message: Baby :)
4. Last song you listened to: Some smooth jazz on imeem
5. Last time you cried: Last Sunday, not really cried but was teary
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: ...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: no
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: yes, just last month. In a mamak stall after the drinking session. Pity them
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. pink
13. violet
14. purple
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes! :D
16. Fallen out of love: nope
17. Laughed until you cried: yes! Many times
18. Met someone who changed you: Oh YES!!!!
19. Found out who your true friends are: yeap
20. Found out someone was talking about you: i guess yeah
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: three quarter maybe
23. How many kids do you want to have: hrmm 2-3?
24. Do you have any pets: i want to keep a pup!!! I even have the name ready. Pokki! unfortunately i can't :(
25. Do you want to change your name: nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday: had dinner in Toni Roma's and a separate birthday surprise with a group of friends. Also, was my graduation!!
27. What time did you wake up today: 7.10am, alarm was 7.05am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: fb-ing, on the phone :)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Seeing my baby!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2 hrs ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Not really
32. What are you listening to right now: The fan blowing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope. Dont think i have friend with that name, i mean their real name.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing
35. Most visited webpage: FB
36. What's your real name: PLS
37. Nicknames: sum sum, sum, pig (but this i dont agreee!)
38. Relationship Status: Single but attached :)
39. Zodiac sign: Leo
40. Male or female: female
41. Primary School: SK BBSP
42. Secondary school: SMK BBSP
43. College/university: UM
44. Hair colour: black, ppl used to say i have real black hair
45. Long or short: long and wavy. I assume this referring to hair, as in on the head
46. Height: 154cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope but I'm so in lurrrrrvvvvvve:D
48. What do you like about yourself: Think of other's feelings before my action
49. Piercings: 2 on my left lobe, 3 on right lobe and 1 on the part above the ear canal - dont know what it's called, the soft bone part.
50. Tattoos: none. i've low pain tolerance
51. Righty or lefty: RIght
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: *touch wood* nope
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: Heidi Rahman, we lost touch :(
55. First sport you joined: Badminton
56. First vacation: Dont remember what it's called. A place with water and a big prawn thinggy
58. First pair of trainers: School shoe?
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: too late to eat, but i had krispie kreme for dinner, YUM!
60. Drinking: nothing. Had green tea just now to make me feel less guilty ;p
61. I'm about to: brush teeth
62. Listening to: still the fan blowing and tv sound
63. Waiting on: ...
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: yeah
65. Get Married: yeah
66. Career: A Professional
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Smoochies' the best
69. Shorter or taller: doesn't matter
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice personality!
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Neither
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope!
77. Drank hard liquor: Yup
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Broke glassess once, literally stepped on it
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: One in high sch, one in the gym... But no no I'm not a heart-breaker!
82. Been arrested: Never
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: I'm a crying baby, in most events that involve emotions
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: nope. You need to know a person to fall in love with him/her
89. Heaven: No idea
90. Santa Claus: no
91.Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: ...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 boyfriend at a time: if it means r/ship boyfriend, NO!
95. Did you sing today: nope
96. Ever cheated on somebody: maybe yes when i was a kid ;p
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: I'm really happy now and i want to remain as it is now :)))
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: 23 Jan ;)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Not at all now!
100. Posting this as 100 truths: Man, I'm just to free! ;p
I shall go brush teeth and wait for a calll beefore to bed. Zzzzzz :)
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Orange juice from the real orange
2. Last phone call: Baby :)
3. Last text message: Baby :)
4. Last song you listened to: Some smooth jazz on imeem
5. Last time you cried: Last Sunday, not really cried but was teary
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: ...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: no
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: yes, just last month. In a mamak stall after the drinking session. Pity them
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. pink
13. violet
14. purple
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes! :D
16. Fallen out of love: nope
17. Laughed until you cried: yes! Many times
18. Met someone who changed you: Oh YES!!!!
19. Found out who your true friends are: yeap
20. Found out someone was talking about you: i guess yeah
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: three quarter maybe
23. How many kids do you want to have: hrmm 2-3?
24. Do you have any pets: i want to keep a pup!!! I even have the name ready. Pokki! unfortunately i can't :(
25. Do you want to change your name: nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday: had dinner in Toni Roma's and a separate birthday surprise with a group of friends. Also, was my graduation!!
27. What time did you wake up today: 7.10am, alarm was 7.05am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: fb-ing, on the phone :)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Seeing my baby!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2 hrs ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Not really
32. What are you listening to right now: The fan blowing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope. Dont think i have friend with that name, i mean their real name.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing
35. Most visited webpage: FB
36. What's your real name: PLS
37. Nicknames: sum sum, sum, pig (but this i dont agreee!)
38. Relationship Status: Single but attached :)
39. Zodiac sign: Leo
40. Male or female: female
41. Primary School: SK BBSP
42. Secondary school: SMK BBSP
43. College/university: UM
44. Hair colour: black, ppl used to say i have real black hair
45. Long or short: long and wavy. I assume this referring to hair, as in on the head
46. Height: 154cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope but I'm so in lurrrrrvvvvvve:D
48. What do you like about yourself: Think of other's feelings before my action
49. Piercings: 2 on my left lobe, 3 on right lobe and 1 on the part above the ear canal - dont know what it's called, the soft bone part.
50. Tattoos: none. i've low pain tolerance
51. Righty or lefty: RIght
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: *touch wood* nope
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: Heidi Rahman, we lost touch :(
55. First sport you joined: Badminton
56. First vacation: Dont remember what it's called. A place with water and a big prawn thinggy
58. First pair of trainers: School shoe?
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: too late to eat, but i had krispie kreme for dinner, YUM!
60. Drinking: nothing. Had green tea just now to make me feel less guilty ;p
61. I'm about to: brush teeth
62. Listening to: still the fan blowing and tv sound
63. Waiting on: ...
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: yeah
65. Get Married: yeah
66. Career: A Professional
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Smoochies' the best
69. Shorter or taller: doesn't matter
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice personality!
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Neither
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope!
77. Drank hard liquor: Yup
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Broke glassess once, literally stepped on it
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: One in high sch, one in the gym... But no no I'm not a heart-breaker!
82. Been arrested: Never
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: I'm a crying baby, in most events that involve emotions
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: nope. You need to know a person to fall in love with him/her
89. Heaven: No idea
90. Santa Claus: no
91.Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: ...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 boyfriend at a time: if it means r/ship boyfriend, NO!
95. Did you sing today: nope
96. Ever cheated on somebody: maybe yes when i was a kid ;p
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: I'm really happy now and i want to remain as it is now :)))
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: 23 Jan ;)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Not at all now!
100. Posting this as 100 truths: Man, I'm just to free! ;p
I shall go brush teeth and wait for a calll beefore to bed. Zzzzzz :)
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