SHe's bored over her laziness and complaining about her tan

Laziness is crawling all over me. I think i have used up all my energy for my past two weeks' tests and haven't recovered from the exhaustion. I went home and chilled around with my brothers and went out with my girlfriends. tried looking at the notes but failed. The exam fever has yet to overwhelm me. it's just like you know you are nearing to danger and you still don't bother to do anything about it and later on you complain all over. See, human's nature. tsk tsk such a bad habit. Im talking about myself k.. don't be sensitive yeah.

Omg, i've got myself so tanned! The swimwear lines are so noticeable. How am i going to wear bare-back dress on this coming saturday? I started swimming recently as i've cut down on my cardio activities, for the goodness of my knees. Not a bad thing though. I never knew swimming is this relaxing. The mind empties when u're in the water. Howver, the cleanliness of the water quite a big deal to me. How gross is it when u meet a miserable strand of 1-inched hair floating towards your face when u were breaststroking? I've no idea where it was from and i dont wish to know. Hrm, am thinking if i should just get an even tan on my back so that i wont look odd in the dress. everyone commented on me looking tan :( ouch ouch ouch!

-tanned peach-

blissfuL momento

Breathing a sigh of relief *phew* i've finally finished sitting for all six tests today which had been going on for two weeks. Total madness. Never in my student life i'd been so stressful, i can say quite comparable to my STPM time, as hectic. Even now, i'd still think STPM was tough. It was a nightmare and i dont wish to go through that again. Those were just tests and they'd hit me hard. Final exams are just less than 3 weeks away. My god, i really gotta hit the right button this time or else i wont be able to save the grades. it isn a good thing when u realized you've started to doubt your own intelligence. I feel sorry for myself for having the slightest thought to give up. i'd have to constantly remind myself that there's a reason me being in UM, though realistically it's not a big deal nowadays for getting in uni. Yet, to a certain extent, there's a qualification to be met upon the entry, right right? I just hope the motivation level doesnt decline further, otherwise..

Damn all these beautiful girls, they only wanna do you dirt, they'll you SUICIDAL,SUICIDAL.. lalaala..
Random ;p but it keeps playing in my head lately. Prefer Jojo's lyric better
lalaala.. off for manicure and mask now:) bliss..

-peach-

GABA? or glutamate?

Not enough?! So much so for that 20% and yet it turned out like crap. 24/7 been sitting there with backaches and gym-skipping..? Disappointing betuL.. I really need to stimulate my brain cells before the finals. Long term memory, need GABA ( am i right?! or glutamate..?) still cant get over the test i had this morning. confused with the facts.. Damn smart. spot question. those skipped ones came out. stupefied...

From dislike to like but yet, it's not enough

It just subconsciously grew. I didn't know that i started to like. I disliked so much when i was first introduced at it but now i realize they are pretty interesting and amusing. Am talking about Immunology, a course that I'm taking this semester. Seriously, the things to study here are so relevant to us, especially to me- allergy & immunity, so yah, i find it good to learn. However, however, i just had another test for it today and i couldn't do well! This was so frustrating. I spent so much time studying it and yet.. I am so disappointed. Could it be my way of studying was not precise,enough? I studied like i always do, for all the subjects. Not good at others too,though. Anyways, i thought the time i spent and the input would be sufficient to answer those basic questions. And they were basic actually. I felt so stupid. I have two more tests back to back tomorrow and day after and i didn't touch any of it because i like immuno more. Argh! The feeling of dissatisfaction!i know i only have myself to blame.shouldn't whine but jsut cant help it, so excuse me for that then.
Right, Am supposed to study for environment biochem now. It is as boring as the name suggests:/



Dissatisfied,
-peach-